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hello ya'll,

okok, lemme just clear things up here.. Yes i'm using crutches to walk these few weeks. Why? Basically i fractured my ankle bone on my left leg and i have a cast on my left leg to ensure that i don't move my foot which will slow down the healing process of the bone.

How did it happen? I seriously don't know how on earth it could fracture. Well, I was playing my weekly futsal game with me youth mates on Thursdays as usual. So.. Mr. Wyman Rooney was dribbling the ball when someone tackled me and i slipped on the ball and fell down. GOSHHH , the immediate pain was excruciating . But what the heck? The thought that came to my mind.. It's aight.. i just twisted my ankle that's all. But my gosh...i couldn't even put my left foot on the ground. Felt like 10000000 needles was pocking my bones even if i put 0.000009 miligrams of pressure. ahahah. Well thanks Alwin for being ma support to the car.

Funny thing was.. right after i had the injury on the court i was asking for unethical stuff! Which clearly couldn't be found or gotten in the field.. i was shouting like ''I NEED ICE NOW!!!'' then ''I NEED CRUTCHES!!!!'' LOL! oh well...it's been 11 days now. I had the injury on freaking Thurs 30th of April. Which was a day before labour day holiday?!?! I had already planned quite a few things i wanted to do that day. sigh...i was seriously dissapointed and annoyed by myself.

And because of my busted ankle, i had to skipped college for ONE WEEK! !##%@$ !!!!!!! which is a total pants cause it was only my 2nd week of college ... well i've got another appointment with ma doctor this Tuesday. I'm praying and hoping sooooo badly that it would heal 10x faster then a normal human bone immobolization shoud. God HELP ME!!!

Why do I need to get well soon? i've got a drum audition on the 24th this month.. I've got rehearsal's every sunday . How am i suppose to play with my left ankle covered with a blardy cast...The main main super main reason why i NEED to get well is so that i can be independant on my own again. I feel so useless, vulnerable, and weak many times which sucks sooo badly.

I can't even walk to the kitchen to get my own plate , scoop rice grab my own fork and spoon cuz i need both my crutches and have no more hands to carry or hold anything. Sucks eh?? therefore, i need to depend on my family sooo much to get food, wash my dishes, . I'd rather have my hand to be broken in pieces man...haahhaha. Atleast i can WALK!

I"M LAME! NOT SI ONN LAME! handicaped lame. We'll Tim made a joke that now i can park my car at handicaped parkings =). Spacious parking, extremely near to the entrance of any shopping mall. LOL

That's about it for now. Btw, i'm currently falling in love with coldplay. ever since i watched their live performance on hitz.tv . Mad talents they have. Used to hate them last time though. Oh well, things change. =D

Rgds from the big dawg,
T-Man™ .
praying for a miracle...